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hello fellow bored people

I"M BORED! i want school to be back in. this stupid srike thing sucks.

 the good thing is my moms at work right now and i got into her stash of liquor. te he. bloody mary is the best way to start the day.

any way i dont want to type any more i'm gonna go look at some pics of a hot guy.

     remember kids remember ur vitamin V.

Later Days

(this msg kinda looks like a bloody mary.)

hello all

 i'm sry i have been writing less adn less. i've been so busy and am hardly at home any more. with babysitting, steve, and friends. and now school starts tomorrow.. for 2 hours.. what is that. i have to go for 2 hours. why cant they just mail our fuckin scheduals and do the assembly shit... which i skip anyway on t a full day. i mean come on they are wasting valuable doing nothing time in the middle of the day, URG it makes me mad. i'm like so not ready to go back. i know grade 12 and all suppose to be great, but i'm scared shitless. i have to retake 2 classes. ITS GONNA SUCK. i just hate everything at my school. teachers are shit. there are like only 2 that i respect out of all of them, and i hate everyone at school. i'm sick of seeing everyone elses ass. and fat hang over there pants. and i'm sick of all the immature people who dont give a shit about anything real. i mean i know we're only in high school but some people need to grow up...k i'm done.. i'm just making my self upset..

 alrigty i'll update more later when i can see the computer... i have a wierd eye thing goin on right now... its unpleasant.

 -later days-

well its been a while hasnt it.

how are u all?

i'm feeeling like shit right now. last night robyn and julie and i devoured a whole 2L thing of ice cream.. it was gross.lol this was after we had donaires, blazed and drove around for an hour.

anyway, so last weekend, pam, evas mom took, julie, darcie, suzy, robyn, and i all to bowen island for the weekend, it was awsome. we staryed in this really cute house, that belongs to a friend of pams. it was awsome. cept getting there was a bitof a nightmare. we left evas at 4:40 ish, to get julie form work then head to horseshoe bay to catch the 6:30 ferry.. wellwe got there and apperently out ferry broke down so we had to awit like 2 hours for the next one on a new line down the high way. it was brutal, it was so hot out. any way so at about 8 or so we were abotu to get onto the ferry.. when.. the car died. ya thats right we waited 2 hours for the next ferry, and then we werelike the last car to get on it. and ..the car dies. we had to geta jump from the ferry guys. it was funny, suz was out there with her car book and helping, it was cool.

 anywho so we finally got tothe island at 9:30 swe hit the beer abd wine store and got beer, :) then we got to the house where miles and sandy made us stake and potatoes. and salade it was frikin amazing. we ate we drankwe smoked. we had an awsome time,

the next day we went to the beach, we swam and stuff for hours it was awosome. when we got back they had a ham in the oven for dinner.  after dinner we all went back to the beach to go skinny dipping, cause we are just that cool.lol. it was so much fun but i was cold in places u just shouldnt feel that cold.lolbut it was awsome. when we got back darc and i watche buffy, eva went to bed and suzzy stayed out side with miles and sandie. it was awsome.

any who the next day we packed up and made food for the trip home, then we left at around 2, we went  into town...its right by the ferry terminal. ha ha.. its a small islan, then we walked arounf the craft fare thing and the saw nicholas cage..lol we think we did anyway, ha ha.

now we're home. doing nothing.

ello ello.

well yesterday was boring as hell. after 1 till like 5. i got up adn went to the bank with steve and aaron adn then went back to steves for a bit. ig ot home at 1:05. i'm, so lazy i tool the bus doen one stop. lol ran in to marianna and ang, that was cool. not alot of time to talk though, one stop and all. ha ha. any way i got home and was bored out of my mind for a good few hours. tried my hardest not to watch the saop operas.lol. then i had to go babysit, that was easy, butits hot so i was dying.lol. stupid kid taking and hour to decide what movie he wants to watch, and getting jam everywhere. URRRGGG.ha ha. any way at like 8:30 some people came over, we chilled, went for a swim,it was fun.

today i'm hanging out with steve, becuause he is going to APEX tomorrow. leaving today, hes camping out with aaron and emma. i want him to go and have fun. and he really has no obligation to me, but i'm still kinda freaked. like what if he meets someone... what if he gets over me. what if what if what if.????? any way i'm gonna go before i freak my self out anymore.

later days